Freaking screwed up!
Feeling so fucked and messed up tonight all of a sudden..
Dunno what has got into me but juz feeling so screwed..
Its not like only cause of some particular thing like studies or smth but its juz all and all of everything adding up together tt makes it worse..
I thought i've gotten used to my new life..
I'm really glad for the new bunch of friends i've had..
The feeling with them is so totally diff as compared to previously but still, really great friends..
But the work is like so freaking killing..
Every single day there will sure be things unaccomplished or things tt i dun get or catch at all..
Soon, everything will then snowball up and then, it'll be so hard for me to catch up already..
I'm already trying my best to clear everything on time and to revise, to cope with whatever tt's been going on but sometimes, its juz really so tiring i really wished i can juz give up and wash my hands off everything..
Seriously, its damn tiring..the only time to really get a break is only weekend and now, i have no choice but to start maths tuition which i'm really lazy to go for but if i dun go, i know i'll really fail my maths..damn it man..
Plus many many other things which i also dunno how to put down in words tt adds up to now..
How am i really going to pull through i really wonder..
Miracles will really need to happen for me to pass all my subjects..
argh! so irritated by everything! and i really hate myself for being in such a bad mood..
To think i was still trying to tell myself to buck up and go through these 2 years happily..what a joke seriously..
Really miss my old life and frens so badly..
If only we could turn back the time..
Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEYI!! love ya loads loads!!
Will post a post for you really soon k! hahas miss you so much!
Seriously wish you were here with me..how good will tt be..
