Utterly disappointed..
Tts really all i can say..
What to do..
I really did study..but the results are juz so..sucky
I know its really no use crying over spilt milk now cause the results will not change and theres nth i can do already expect to juz move on with life..
But seriously when i got my results, the feeling is juz so..undescribable..
I told myself to control my tears and emotions and everything but i still couldn't in the end...
Really a big thank you to all my frens and teachers for their care and concern..
I really appreciate it, really.
I'll always remember those moments..
Come to think of it, i think a made a fool of myself tt day haha crying at almost every teacher i see..so ps..hahas
This is like the worst results i've ever had in my whole life, and this sucky result is going to decide my future..its like so neither here nor there..haiz..
So many ppl are like doing so much better..
Why did i have to screw up this time..this particular exam..
Can only hope i can get into my first choice, or not then really gg le..
I swear i'll study really really hard for my a levels, if i really get in..
I dun wan another huge disappointment like this again..
Sucks..
The largest disappointment i've ever had in my whole life..
For now, i can only hope i can get into jc and move on with life cause theres really nth i can do already no matter how much regrets there are..so my frens, cheer up too and lets buck up tgt ok! hahas
But all in all, tt official marks the end of my life in chung cheng..
It ended quite well i muz say..all the valuable memories will always be remembered forever..
I was quite lazy to blog de, but after reading xy's blog, it sorta spurred me on to hahas
Xueyi! dun write until so emotional can! i almost cried leh! hahas
But the best thing about these few years are the frens i've had
I may not have lots of frens but i have a bunch a really really great frens and its enough(:
The times where we all studied tgt in class, where we planned to study tgt after school but ended up playing, in the library, in class, at the concourse, during free periods, where we will juz gather tgt to juz chat and laugh over the smallest and stupidest things, going for lessons tgt, playing and fooling around and everything..
The times where we were struggling to keep our eyes open during lessons, counting down the minutes with irene, doodling on the tb with teachers droning on and on..
Mrs yeo lessons always dragging overtime until there was once where so many ppl were standing outside our class waiting, mrs yeo see le also scared le hahas!
Mr chia's funny funny actions, mr gan always, always! strolling in so slowly for lessons and also the mango cake tt he bought! hahas
Mr dava's boring but super funny lessons! although hes like super strict and everything but for his lessons time always pass quite fast and super funny de! A bunch of idiots! hahahs!
And Mr Ahmad is always ever so nice, Miss chua's lessons are ok la, quite boring, but shes really a great teacher(:
Miss gan's geog lessons are always the most enriching cause i learned the most in her lessons hahas
Mrs tan! yes, she ah, i dunno wat to say leh, but until tt day then i realised shes actually a really really great fren cum teacher cause she super caring de! Really tks alot to her on tt day..
Still got many many many more things and sec 4 year is really the best and most fun year for me(:
And to my most treasured clique,
I must admit we had our fair share of disputes but at the end of the day, ur all still the best and no matter where we go in future, we muz and will always keep in contact k! Xy, remember bout the bridesmaid thing! hahas! the hongbaos!! hahas luv u all lots lots(:
Had a really fun fun night last night chatting with my besties till 5 and we were laughing so much till we couldnt talk and became so awake and hungry to sleep! hahas!
k la, now i needa go clear up my stuffs le, its been there and untouched since the end of o's hahahas
The pics another time ba hahas bye!
So many many whirling thoughts gone with the wind and back again..complicated and lost.
