3 letters, 1 meaning
i miss you..
and i cant stop thinking bout you..
the remiscence of the past just make things worse..
even the work and all the tiredness the few days is not able to make me shift my focus at all..
so i finally knew..
no wonder..
but why am i not surprised?
not angry, just dissappointed i guess..
indeed, the truth hurts, but its nothing but the truth..
sometimes do u really really mean what u say at all?
i really really meant what i said and was really prepared for it after..or was i?
but you, you just have to give up there and then, just when everything's so close..
you said u love me, but i dun really think so cause i feel like a toy to you,
being fooled again and again by those stupid words of yours..
i knew i shouldn't have indulge in you again when you came back..
since u were so sick and tired, why did you have to come back previously?
don't you even know how hard and tired it actually was to me?
you may think i'm selfish, but you really dunno how i really am feeling..
fuck you
so is this really the end?
no more last last last chance or regrets from you?
if given another chance, i swear i'll cherish it..
or should i ever believe you again?
will you even chance upon this anyway?
loser shit!
whatever..fed up
you, seriously make me feel so turned off and terrible,
everything and anything no matter how ugly it is can really come out now
u once asked me if i really did hate you previously
yes, i hated you and i hate you even more now!
just talk me will you? pleasee?
thinking bout how you and her can be so well makes me so @#%#$^&^%$@!%!
fuck..fuck..fuck!!
so i guess this is it huh...
