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Thursday, August 20, 2009

Freak..

SCREWED SCREWED SCREWED...
Everything is screwed!!
And i'm so NOT prepared for anything..
Even for prelims, not so mention o's..
Really really muz pull up my socks le!!!
Saying is so easy, but when it really comes to the real work then..
Nevertheless, i still have to work hard and score well!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A must!!!!
At least after today, tts how i'm thinking..
No more wasting of time, no more laziness, no more slacking and no more distractions..
No more empty goals but a solid determination!!!
Muz!!
Time is really running out..67 days..can u believe it? i cant..
It still seem so far previously..
I'm losing out to everyone who is already working hard and everything and i really have to catch up fast and quick..
I'm simply racing against time and really losing it..

Screwed up big time for oral..
Why others can do so well, i juz have to screw it up..
I thought everything will be ok after all the preparation but this sudden topic just have to come out so unexpectedly..
I thought i've grasped it, then i lose it again..
No more second chance, no more next time, no more nothing..
So pissed and angry at myself..How could i?
Its o's this time, not ca, not sa, not prelims but O's!!
Theres no more second chance no matter how much i long for it..
I really need so score well..i dunno wanna lag behind..
Dun feel like blogging anymore..

Moodless and speechless and laziness..
I dun wan such things, such feelings, such mood, and such life anymore!!!

Can i juz simply say i quit? And i mean everything..yes, everything single thing! shit..


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