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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

U've got no rights ok!

Suddenly have the urge to blog..
K, firstly..
The pictures from ecp as promised..
But stupid blogger got problem now..
Dunno y cannot upload and the whole thing became so weird!!
Nvm, forget it..
No mood to update anw, only wanted to vent my frustrations..
Freaking pissed, super duper angry..
I dunno y am i though..

What exactly do u take me for?
I have my pride and dignity ok!
What the meaning of this?
Since you've been thinking like this all along then y bother starting everything?
Dun come and disrupt my life cause u've got no rights to mess it up and take it as if nothing has happen..I'm sorry but u can, i cant!
So what if i'm in the wrong previously? It isn't such a grave mistake that u can do this to me ok! There's always a limit to what u do..

I'm great and very fine without u already after all tt "hard work" and has long long ago gotten over u, not bothering to care bout all the things between us already, why did u have to come interupt this peace?
Why do u have to be so cruel to let everything repeat itself again for me?
Dun start if u dun even mean it! Whats the point? It will only make things worse ok! Stop all your nonsense will u? U will make me hate u even more only..

I used to be so happy and so great without u already but now, i'm not, just cause of those few freaking words of yours..asshole..
So now things will go back like to the beginning and everything will have to start from scratch again? Thanks so much for causing so much trouble for me again ah! Like i cant ever thank you enough for it..
But maybe like what u said, hen bi ai geng rong yi wang ji..
I feel so dumb getting so worked up over this where there u are, pretending as if nothing has happened and wondering what have u done wrong again..
Tts only u and ur self- centered thinking only please..U think ur right, but ur not ok! So stop being so full of urself!

U truly deserves wat u get, u dun respect me at all so y should i?
U seriously dun deserve my pity previously! Bastard..
Why am i getting so affected? Damn asshole..
U seriously spoil my whole mood and my whole day..
What a right time to do it, especially when i've been living so great before that and when the exams are so near, u've got do come to this crap..
U've got no freaking right to come mess up my life and just leave like this ok! dumbass..

I'm not her substitute ok, so dun find fun from me just cause ur bored..
So know ur priorities as to what u should do at the right time and to the correct person!
I've better things to do ok!
Theres a limit to ur words so dun take things for granted think ur so great!
U suck seriously..Ur such a lousy fren please..
And get rid of tt sucky attitude of urs, i wonder how someone can stand it, maybe time will tell ba..

How foolish i was to even sit here for so long and hear all ur complainings and arguments about how right u were at things!
Ur so wrong ok!
I tried to tell u nicely, u dun get it, i've nothing more to say already..

Why am i so stupid to ever believe u previously?
I thought u really mean it and that everything was alright between us already..
I trusted u, and yet u juz disappoint me time and time again with those stupid ans of urs..
How stupid i was when u can just simply cast me aside like this after starting everything..
U are the whole who started the fire and now, ur not putting it off..Ur not so big to do such things ok! Use ur big brains will u? All i wanted was for things to be ok between us, is it really tt hard for u? I dun think so right? Especially since u were so fast and quick in ur actions huh..I tried my best, thats all i can say.

Right, so since tts wat u really want, i shall let it be this way, no matter how hard it is, i will not waiver, at least i will try my best not to..
So dun regret what u said..
How naive i was to believe everything was ok since the past few days, till the shit u've given me today, i've lost my trust in u since..
I wun believe u so easily anymore cause i dun give a fucking damn to anything tt concerns u anymore, u seriously suck as a fren, u fail very badly ok..

So dun blame me for ignoring u cause if u can do such things to me, why cant i? U did tt thing today and u come tok at night as if nothing has happen, how fast huh! Faker, Liar..u seriously dun mean wat u say..

I'm so turned off and disgusted by u i'm lazy to continue scolding anymore..
I'm at a loss for words to describe u already and seriously have nothing to say bout u anymore cause i cant be bothered with ur affairs anymore..
So dun give me that face and attitude cause ur existence will juz be ignored and ur presence will juz only be a hindrance and eyesore..fullstop.

Ok, u make me feel so bad for scolding someone so badly for the first time in my life, but who cares! I'm pissed and angry!

Hahas
, thanks for spoiling my mood and day ah! Tks so much for making me waste my time on ppl like u!! :D

Anw
thanks so much jeslynchew for always being there and hearing bout all these crap hahas u're always my best confident and crazy girl!! hehe love ya! Good luck on thurs k?? Follow ur heart, dear :D

Please vanish from my sight will u? A piece of shit..


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