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Saturday, June 6, 2009

This feeling seriously sucks like nobody's business..

Tuition..
Then went east coast cycling..
Come back, tired, but cant sleep thanks to someone..
And, i still didnt touch any of my hw..How great..

Its the first time toking again even since Then..
It feels so weird..
We used to be so close but now, it seems like 2 diff people toking 2 diff language..
So distant, so strange, so different..
Even during tuition, the feeling's so uncomfortable and not like before anymore..
We're in the same room, doing the same thing but it's juz so not the same..
I've got lots and lots of things i wanna say to u now but i dun even dare to broach anything up..
I guess its pointless now anyway..
Why does it seems like u dun give a damn bout the whole thing while i'm the one kicking up a big fuss about the whole stupid thing!
U seem to be taking everything so easily and lightly while here i am, letting it affect my freaking life so much..
Is it really this case?
I so wanna open up ur mind and see what ur actually thinking..
Please tell me will u?

Why issit always like tt? Why do i take it for granted previously? Why didnt i cherish it?
When will i learn my lesson?
Thanks to you, i've been losing a great deal of sleep at night ever since after Then..
I'm tired, but juz cant sleep..u should know diff it is as compared to previously..
Why isn't zi wo cui mian wokring so well anymore?
I've been trying very very hard to not get bother by u but its extremely difficult cause even some little things will remind me of the past and some of the things we usually did..
Even going genting is making me expecting something from u like previously when i dun even know why i am..
Things will never be like the previous trip anymore..so what am i thinking?
U will never do such things anymore..so i've got to stop thinking bout it right now and expect no more..

No, i seriously dun like u anymore, i dun miss toking to u, i dun have the urge to click ur name and start blabbering, i dun have the urge to sms u, i dun have the hopeful feeling of seeing ur name there whenever my phone ring and get disappointed again and again, i dun need to rely on u anymore, no i dun.
I only did lose a good fren, yes i did.
ARGH, i seriously i got stop it!
Whatever this is doing to me is seriously driving me nuts and i'm going to turn emo very very soon..so, stop thinking please!!

No, i juz cant..Haiz..

K, what a nice way to vent out everything (:
It does help a tineey winey bit :D
Dun bother reading the contents above if ur cant, it does no good to anyone upon reading :)
Thats all! Bye!

To suying,
Follow ur heart to make the right decisions and have no regrets!
Jiayous! U can do it de (:

Cause i juz dun believe tt feeling if urs will be able last so long, so i chose to end it earlier..


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