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Saturday, June 13, 2009

Confused deep inside..

I've survived the week!! Whee~~
I've move on, no point harping onto the past right?
Happy? Isnt tt wat u wanted?
Not so bothered now and feeling much better :)
Maybe not seeing u will make me forget faster and not care so much ba..

Doing quite well for the past few days until the day where we still have to meet..
All my hard work went down the drain..
The feeling of wanting to tok came again..
And i so dun wanna experience everything again..
Everything starts from scratch again, haiz
U seem very ok though, i so guess ur not experiencing all these like i do ba..

Should i or should i not start it?
But y muz it always be me first..Persevere!!!
Should i ask u? Or not? Will it bring even more troubles?
Cause i really dun deserve it so i dun wanna keep it..i'm sorry..
What should i do? argh..
Thanks so much ah..

Got hw phobia now..really dun wanna touch them at all la..
But still haven finish leh..
Really no more no more time le..

Was very looking forward to this week but now kinda dreading it
Cause time simply passes too fast..
Once i come back, there will only be 1 week left..
1 pathetic week for all my studying and revising only..
Will the trip be fun anyway?
But i juz wanna get away from everything and anything right now..

i guess i'll still miss u there..


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