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Monday, May 25, 2009

I do breakdown...

Tears start streaming down as i read on and on..
Its really the little words that really touched me..
I dun wan u to let go but i know i cant be so selfish.. so why am i still crying?
I'm sorry for being so selfish..

Really tired of everything..
No one does understand and the stress within me starts building itself..
What if this? What if that?
What if i follow ur advice and do as u wish and go jc but end up not able to make it to uni and disappoint u?
What if i cant excel in poly life?
It will juz prove that i'm not cut out to make decisions for myself..

Studying is really tedious for me now, i used to be able to memorise and everything and do well
But now, even when i try to study, i get distracted easily or when i thought i'll do well, the results juz disappoints me time and time again..
Its really discouraging..
What if i do equally bad in o's?
I'll really be a goner..

I'm not sure if i can hold out any longer..
However, a night of hard cold crying has really helped let it all out..

i'll miss u no matter wat..
thank you for everything..
take care..


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